Got the compliment of my life tonight. Well…at least for the year. I practiced my song for Sunday with the “band” tonight and it went so so well. Again, it was beyond words to have this thing that started in my heart come to life. Anyhow, after practice Chris Pugh, the drummer, asks if we can play it together at our gig. I’m like “yes! I was hoping we could.” He was all excited! And so I’m getting in my car and Chris then yells out to me “that part at the bridge….it gets in my head and it stays there for days. That’s good! That means people will like it!”
As excellent as all that is, I am so attacked today. With all that is within me I believe God has a plan for me, but all of the sudden I will hear in my head “it’s pointless. All this work is for nothing. See how everyone has moved on? See how you go unnoticed?” I often wonder if everyone has those thoughts. I wish these thoughts would leave me, though. Oh well. *Whew* I guess I just gotta remember the truth and keep working even though time and time again…..